ELIZABETH
They first smile at me
Then ask my name
And my age
Then, very simply, very straightforwardly, they ask me
“Where are you from?”
Ummmmmmmmmmmmmmm…
Where am I from?
My passport screams Indian at my name
My mother jokingly calls me Singaporean
My father says I'm getting Malaysian
My brother? American.
Three countries
Seven schools
Hundreds and thousands of children
Countless people
To remember
And to put at the back of my mind.
Wishes
Oaths
Childhood dreams
Still there
But the others seem to have forgotten
Once you moved
They barely know you when you're back
And it's difficult to make new friends
Wishes
Oaths
Childhood dreams
Still there
But the others seem to have forgotten
Once you moved
They barely know you when you're back
And it's difficult to make new friends
Irritation
Confusion
Agitation
And more
Life's not easy
Life's not easy
When you're a third culture kid
And they throw the question at you
You want to tell them
“I'm a bit of this, mixed with that.
And a sprinkle of this on top.
Add a pinch of this.
Mix it all up.
And bake.”
But life's not a cake
So you give your standard halfhearted answer.
Elizabeth Joseph
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